Again!! Another friend of mine leaves me behind. As if I don’t exist anymore. Once a friend is finished telling me their problems, bitching about whomever did what to them-boom. I’m gone. From this day forward I will no longer care about another person’s feelings. Sorry to be so harsh, but it’s a must.

I’m tired of watching people go on about their lives, happy go lucky, not a care in the world, while no matter how hard I try nothing seems to work out for me. One break in life is all I ask for. One. One small hole I can crawl through and leave the past behind. I must have been a horrible person in a past life and I’m being punished in this one. No, I’m not saying my life has been more difficult than others. One can’t compare his or her life to another’s life. Life events happen on an individual basis. I wont either say that my life has been hard for me. Yet, no one gets it. No one gets me because no one has stuck around in my life long enough to find out what really makes me tick and what I really feel and believe.