It hurts....

I feel so awkward.. so devastated.. so bad today.. i feel as if the world has come to an end... though it is something not related to me.. but then it hurts.. it really does.. after a long gap,i spoke to my friend.We were not in touch for a long long time.Time and distance,moved us apart.Came to know last night that her father had expired.We shared everything.. our sorrows our joys.. he was fine.. all of a sudden.It just happpened.........it hurts...
When someone dies, everyone feels their own mortality. Although we aren't as exposed to death as our parents and grandparents are, it's nevertheless important to understand what to say and do when it does happen.
Whether you're going through the death of a colleague, a friend or a family member, It just hurts....after a long time i finaly got her number and then got this news. Its just something that i couldnt take it easily.I am always scared of death. When i think about myself... about my death.. i have nothing to say..I just wonder what a person would be thinking . those last few seconds when he/she realises that it time to say farewell.. what would be running in the persons mind at that last one second..i dont know ... but it really is something that is not easy for me to take it.. imagine the loss that she must have gone through ans is still going through... so deep and so intense.. it hurts !!!!!